I have neglected this tiny little blog for far too long, I usually write when: (A) When my tribe or persons of my tribe do something AMAZING. (B) When I'm heartbroken. (C) Sometimes I just write because, crazy I know.

 I started this blog back in 2008 when I was going through my divorce and at that time it felt as if my heart was going to be shattered forever. It helped me at the time to get everything out of my head and basically O~U~T. What an incredible gift, as I look back and read post after post . . . . it is proof that with time hearts can heal . Key word = TIME.

I am so incredibly blessed with the most amazing children, who keep me going and fill my heart with love. I have a job that provides us with health insurance ~ food for our hungry tummies ~ a tiny house and roof over our heads ~ a car to get from A to B and back. My friends & family ROCK~end of story. We are healthy ~ happy ~ we laugh and love out LOUD.

I am going through yet another heartbreak as of late and although the times before when I have declared such hurt to my heart, this time is different ~ the pain is different. This time was going to be different, I could feel it and I could see my future.

This time around . . . .
I loved more.
I trusted more.
I felt more.
And today, I hurt more.

I am a true believer in "Things are happening exactly as they should" I say it to my friends and family, because I truly believe that we all have a path to follow. Lessons ~ struggles ~ happiness ~ joy ~ tears ~ personal growth and (unfortunately) heartbreak.

Today I will keep the faith that "everything" happens for a reason, not to us but for us, that's the best I can do today.

Maybe tomorrow will be better . . . .
(be patient)