Thank you!

Dear Universe,

So much has happened this year, I need to throw out a quick thank you.

2014 has by far been the most painful and transforming year of my life. I am ending my year learning to accept, embrace, heal and move forward ~ facing some heartbreaking realities that have created for myself and my children.

It’s been a year of confronting my every fear, while choosing not to shrink back. Being brave.

It has been a year of breaking attachments, surrendering and allowing myself to be 100% accountable. A year of finally learning to fully love all of myself, feel completely worthy, no longer stuck in self-doubt that had me believing that I was not enough.

Thank you for allowing me to fall apart, lose myself in the chaos, allow myself to get messy, be broken open, feel every ounce of my pain. Thank you for my incredible support system and incredible children who truly never gave up on me.

Thank you for helping me to jump headfirst into the unknown, to let go of all safety, see beyond the obvious and connect to what is real. 

I want to thank you for supporting me in discovering my powerful voice that was muted for most of the year.

Thank you for guiding me toward every encounter of 2014, transforming my life from the smallest, most “insignificant” interactions with strangers, introducing me to the most incredible souls and redefining my understanding of love.

Thank you for teaching me to show up authentically and connect from my heart.

I want to thank you for providing me with opportunities to fully feel the deep pain that has showed up as guilt, anger, fear, sadness and heartbreak. And, in the feeling fully of it all, allowing me to continue to heal. No longer being a victim, but to be taking full responsibility for everything that shows up in my reality. 

I want to thank you for giving me the courage to let go of all that I was dependent on, attached to, and searching for love and validation from so that I could experience my worth. 

Yes, I am grateful, for this year. And, I am so looking forward to 2015.